how could I forget

I remember the way you looked at me.. 

I remember that feeling of falling.

I remember saying my first swear word because of you and how good it felt coming out of my mouth.

I remember the lies you told me.

I remember the best way to get to your house.

I remember your favorite color, your birthday, and your favorite movie.

I remember watching that movie with you..

I remember our first kiss and how good it felt.

I remember the night you left angry.

I remember how mad I was that you would do that to me. 

I remember moving on and not caring anymore.

 I remember forgetting your birthday.

I remember all the bad times and none of the good.

I remember forgetting how good that kiss felt.

I remember forgetting where you lived and what your favorite color was

Then I see you and...

I remember.

favorite poem

The Road Not Taken

BY ROBERT FROST

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,

And sorry I could not travel both

And be one traveler, long I stood

And looked down one as far as I could

To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,

And having perhaps the better claim,

Because it was grassy and wanted wear;

Though as for that the passing there

Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay

In leaves no step had trodden black.

Oh, I kept the first for another day!

Yet knowing how way leads on to way,

I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh

Somewhere ages and ages hence:

Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—

I took the one less traveled by,

And that has made all the difference.

My kind of chairs

Hanging out

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How to fly

First off you go get on your roof

then you walk over to the edge 

Finally you bend your knees and jump..

Your body will just seem to float and you are basically weightless as you move towards the clouds and next thing you know you are flying through the sky with no worries, no one to judge you, no one to tell you what to do because YOU are flying..

You look down and you're high above the rest of the world and you think you can fly forever, but you cant. You see some of your friends below and you go to wave but they shoot something at you. You cant quit see what it is but it is coming at you fast. You start to fall flaring your arms as your helpless body plummets towards the earth. You quickly close your eyes and brace for impact, but it does not come.

You open your eyes and you are now on the ground looking up at the beautiful blue sky. You smile and try to get up, but your body seems to weigh a million pounds. You look at your arms and your legs and you realize that you are being held down..

People you know teachers, coaches, and some friends see you and start to come over.. you start to relax but those so called friends start to nail you to the ground with words. "your not good enough." "you can't do that!" "your not different." "why even try you will never get it!" "you are terrible" "you suck" You scream "get the heck off of me!!" But they don't, and then they hit that last word into your chest and then they are gone...

Day soon becomes night and you still lay there with those words nailed to your chest. All you can think is Why.. why.. why  did they shoot you down and why did they nail you to the ground! You then realize that you let them shoot you down. And you cant live like this... So you start to tell yourself that you are worth it and you can do it!

You notice that you can now start to move so you continue to tell yourself you can do it and you believe yourself. You are now inches above the ground and you are climbing.. 

You shout for joy and you realize that no one can tell you what you are or what you can do. 

You can do anything! 

YOU CAN FLY....

Blackout

I'm different

                           

                          

                        

                       

                     

BE DIFFERENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    

   

NOT on my mind

YOU are NOT on my mind.. I DON'T think about you at school, in the car, at home, on vacation, and I DON'T think about you in THAT movie. I'm sitting here at this computer right now..

And I'm NOT thinking about you like bodybuilders think about weights, like Lil Wayne thinks about being great, like girls think about that first date. I'm NOT thinking about you like water thinks about flowing, like snow thinks about snowing, like rowers think about rowing, like trucks think about towing. I'm NOT thinking about you like phones think about calling, like D rose thinks about balling, like birds think about falling. I'm NOT thinking about you like pens think about writing, like fighters think about fighting, like couples think about fighting (because seriously that is all we did when we were together.)

I'm NOT thinking about you like bees think about honey, like Mike Tyson thinks about his loss of money, like Bryan Reagan thinks about being funny, like the sun thinks about being sunny. I'm NOT thinking about you like sushi thinks about the soy sauce, like Bruce Springsteen thinks about being the "BOSS," like you thought you were the boss (Ha).

I'm NOT thinking about you like legs think about walking, like parrots think about mocking, like you think about talking, (like oh my gosh... sometimes you just didn't know when to SHUT UP) I'm NOT thinking about you like flies think about flying, like everyone thinks about dying, like ties think about tying, like girls think about buying.. buying anything and everything they can get there hands on.

I'm NOT thinking about you like Music thinks about notes, like wake boarders think about awesome boats, like healthy people think about hole grain oats. I'm NOT thinking about you like Deserts think about the rain, like Bruce Wayne thinks about destroying Bane, like you thought WE were an unbreakable chain (Ha.. well news flash we BROKE)

Just thought I would let you know that...
I'm NOT thinking about texting to you.
I'm NOT thinking about calling you.
I'm NOT thinking about falling for you.
I'm NOT thinking about watching THAT movie with you.

I'M NOT THINKING ABOUT YOU!!